Signs that I should be a Duck fan again.

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 Anaheim Ducks hired Bruce Boudreau as head coach after firing Randy Carlyle late last night. Boudreau was the coach of one of my former favorite teams the Washington Capitals.   I was a duck fan too, this was such a long time ago the team was called the Mighty Ducks of Anaheim.  So long ago that I had an official team clock, also had Grin, Mallory and other Mighty Ducks toys not inspired by the movie series or the team, but the cartoon…tells the readers on my blog how old I am

I was a Washington Capitals fan from 1996-2003.  My love for the team soured when the team acquired Jaromir Jagr to start the 2001-02 season.  I was fed up with Jagr trying to be the next Mario Lemieux, great scorer but seemed to holding back at his time there.  In the 2002-03 seasons, I fell in love with the Tampa Bay area where I went to for Spring Break trip in 2003 in my senior year in high school.  In my hotel room I watched the Eastern Conference 1^st round series Washington Capitals and Tampa Bay Lightning playing against each other…I had mixed emotions while watching the series.  Lightning won the series in 6 games. 

I became a full time Lightning fan to start the 2003-04 season as I left the Capitals…can’t be a fan of two teams in the Southeast Division.  Lightning went on to win the Stanley Cup Final verses the Calgary Flames in a physical epic of a 7 game series to end the season.  I’m still a fan of the Lightning today in spite the logo looks like the same lightning bolt and movement of negative space reminds me of “Static Shock” the series…ironically ended in 2004. 

I was a fan of the Anaheim Mighty Ducks from 1995-2000 watching my favorite duo Teemu Selanne and Paul Kariya played together was a treat for me.  Watching the cartoon series and the team was owned by Disney, even though I love almost everything from Disney I thought it was a sign that I had to grow up…but I did watch the Ducks in teams unprecedented run to the Stanley Cup Final before losing to the New Jersey Devils in 6 games.  The Ducks changed their names and uniforms before the start of the 2006-07 season made me want to jump back into the pond and become a fan again.  The Ducks went on to win Stanley Cup Final verses the Ottawa Senators in 5 games at the end of the season.

I was very happy the Ducks won the cup, but I wasn’t quite back as I was still a Vancouver Canucks fan.  I was a fan of the Canucks from 1997-2011.  I was a fan of the Canucks because mark Messier was one of my favorite players I like to watch even though he helped the New York Rangers win the cup in 1994. I left the Canucks following the loss to the Boston Bruins in the Stanley Cup Final due to the riots that broke out…really upset me a big deal.

Here are my newest photos of the day I took by cell phone below today. 

Roxx Electrocafe at Clifton Heights near University of Cincinnati.

Sunset near University of Cincinnati

Development still idle.

Beelistic's Tattoo shop across the street of University of Cincinnati campus.

Being my own king.

Hello to the last day of November...which means there are 31 days left of 2011.  This year has gone by slowly. If I had a woman right now, this would be the poem to make her weak in the knees.

Pillow Fingers

I see you…I want to see you and I really want to show you that I’m here longing for a special person to hold on to my pillow fingers

Your smile makes me red like Charlie Brown does when he sees that Red Haired girl he always long to see but never had the heart to talk to her

My eyes say your dimples make me want to pinch your face with my pillow fingers you’re your grandmother does and say, “Oohh…you are so scrumptious I could eat you up.”

Seeing you make my heart sing some love songs deep inside that I couldn’t do with anyone else until I met you…you thought I was special.

I never thought I would be special to anyone, especially a woman who wants to date me.

Your jokes and lively spirit is just too hard for my heart to ignore when I really want to hold your fingers which feels like a pillow…but my heart is nervous of tripping up on a stray power line and electrocuting myself by making a mistake.

I’m not supposed to think of a person in my distant past, but you remind me of a friend I really like…she had dark hair which was cut short, shares the zodiac sign of the bull as you do and for any kid who made fun of me, she stood up for me until she moved away.

My eyes say you are very lovely…with your key to my heart as very few people were able to reach me from living in my head as you do as I’m holding you pillow fingers.

My eyes tell me you have beautiful dark brown eyes

My eyes says you have dark long curly hair that you straighten to impress your girlfriends…I love straight hair too, but most people in the world have curly hair as you and I do so I shouldn’t care.

My eyes say that you have broad shoulders…My shoulders are as broad like Pittsburgh Steelers running back Jerome Bettis.

My eyes say you have meaty calves…well I have big handsome calves myself so I can laugh about it.

My heart says you have a slender body but have a big heart to see a man I’m trying to be  My eyes says you have a nice butt, your eyes says my but is bigger than yours as your pillow fingers want to play hand flirting.

My eyes says I don’t have an attracted chest…but you still want to be with me as I crave kissing and caressing you cinnamon bun sized firm juicy breasts after as I hold your pillow fingers longing for you to open up your peach yogurt like vagina to me as you unzip your pants and I unzip mine longing to make sweet and sour rough love to you as I hold your beautiful face as you lay on to your pillow.

You care for me like a baby sometimes, you love me in spite my mental disability and that is the love that I should have been seeking instead of getting lost in fashion trends on US weekly magazine getting lost in finding a woman who wants to hold my pillow fingers.

My eyes says stop seeing the world as a fantasy and understand that all in the women on Earth and only one person opened the key to experience real love and that woman is you…I want to hold your pillow fingers on my hand for the duration of my life as the shot clock of life expires every second as I yearn to hold on to your pillow fingers and making love to you again because I love you. 

 I was inspired about feeling that I have super powers because my new cell phone.

The battle I felt like King Arthur.

I was searching for a right handed sword to compliment my left handed sword would give me the power to defeat any foe like Talpa in the earthy feel of the forest like Robin Hood.

The spirit of the will to fight was within but the sword seemed to have a dip below the handle from a long battle

The sword broke at the spot after minutes of battle made me feel blue like the Blue Guys and having to search for another sword…wondering if I could find a sword strong enough to help me when another fight comes to me

I met off with a blacksmith who would fix my sword…it was fixed like a modern knife, but the bill had me feeling like I was chocking on a chicken drumstick

The next fight took me far from the depths of the forest to the inner smog of the city as people were running in fear of the unknown was coming…I was fully ready until the blacksmith warned me by pager that the tip of the knife was dull and can’t take up too much power…but I learned that fact long after another fight started

Agility, skill and finesse helped me win this grueling battle with another warlord but like the first sword I had not only broke at the middle, but both swords this time were shattered to pieces as I looked with gasp, what can I do have a knife inserted in my wrist like Wolverine to fight…funny but no

Off to see the blacksmith and hopefully I can get a refund for the shattered sword has me wondering are my “saving the day” days are coming to a shattered end?

Drink picture from Hard Rock Cafe last year in Louisville, KY using a Nokia cell phone.

Took photo of Sorta coach 9051 using my new cell phone which is a Samsung...see how crisp this photo is compared to the older one below, wow!! 

Took this photo of Sorta coach 9051 using a Nokia in July 2011...updated photo of coach is above. 

Coyote eyes hunt for redemption.

 I was so bored of how the Alabama @ Auburn college football game I watched became a blowout I did a search on art work and photos of celebrities.  
Maybe the experience I had daydreaming about single women around here is a sign of being sexually frustrated and mentally lonely but the hopes to stride in a long term relationship with anyone even though I didn't handle it in any good fashion almost 3 years ago.   I usually like to know what I'm in for when it comes to accommodating the emotional needs of the other person who would like to spend some time with me.  It's part of getting too close to a person is the reason I really don't want to pour my heart for a woman who would be only around for 2 months or the person likes me but not in a romantic way.

I feel like a coyote hunting for redeeming myself stop selling myself short like so many people have said about Shaq and people who think I have too.
Speaking of Shaq...welcome back NBA, see you on Christmas!

Scramble

Thanksgiving Day brought the good in sports and the bad of sports.

 The good:  John and Jim Harbaugh coached each other in Turkey night finale.  John Harbaugh and the Ravens went on to be defeat Jim's 49ers 16-6.  Ravens defense harassed 49ers offense all night long.
 Green Bay Packers remained undefeated by taking the Detroit Lions down 27-15.  The bad that came out of the game was obviously the ejection of Suh for stomping on a Packers defensive tackle was still on the ground on his left arm.
Miami Dolphins proved the team was ready for Turkey Day, victory just fell short by game winning field goal by the Dallas Cowboys in the final seconds to win 20-19.
Tonight the "Backyard Brawl" game between Pittsburgh Panthers @ West Virginia is just as physical as every other meeting I've watched over the years.  Unfortunately,  these schools are moving out of the Big East Conference and likely won't play each other again...too bad.  The rivalry is not like Ohio State @ Michigan, but the games had their ugly moments and fun moments too.

A few moments about me and my mind. 

When I wasn't watching sports or doing chores, I had daydreams of Chelsea Fujisawa (see pic below pic of old cell phone); she was among Asian women I used to like.  I guess I'm a bit lonely right now.  Sometimes I miss my ex girlfriend who was Asian too.  I had craving for Asian women off and on since I became a teenager sometime ago.  I was in a majority black school so most of the girls I like were girls who had that Asian look (fair shaded black girls and white girls with dark brunette hair were usually the turn-ons for me).  Too make a long story short, the cravings for Asian women came back after my first year of college and yes I still have some feelings of lust when I meet a woman up close, but most ignore me.
I'm not terribly worried,  new years 2012 will come soon and I might have a special person to share my triumphs and woes regardless what the women's background is.  Watching my favorite basketball team the Dallas Mavericks win the NBA title verses the Miami Heat and watching my (former) baseball team the St. Louis Cardinals come from the brink of elimination since the end of August to winning the World Series over the Texas Rangers  (MLB) reminded me there is something or someone missing in my life.

I have my moments of acting like "Monk,"  but someday a woman will open the right keys and I won't be afraid to take a chance to be in love (the next time around) and be happy about it without always thinking there "is a catch."  Being like for who I am won't scare me anymore either.

The thing I'm most thankful for this past Thanksgiving is my mother having enough money to buy me a new cell phone that allows me to take crisp pictures I never though I cold with my old phone.  Samsung is my new phone as Nokia was my old phone.  December is coming up fast, and snowflakes are coming to the Queen city soon...have to keep myself warm.

The Wednesday before Thanksgiving

Today was fun to see the stores filled with people rushing to grab the last few items before the holiday.  The picture you will see below is the Sorta coach 2130 I have been struggling with for a while now.   The coach has been on Route 51 Clifton-Hyde Park Crosstown all day...I should know, I live at the start of the route.  I did a good job planning accordingly and staying away from this bus.  The weather in Cincinnati is so mild I know that snow isn't too far away.  Happy Thanksgiving to all!!

Struggle while taking this pic in August 2011.

Clarity

I have struggled with accepting some of my deficiencies socially are related to my personality, living through life with immaturity and being mildly Autistic might have something to do with the struggles with insecurity and acceptance
Regarding the "Thanksgiving Preview" I want turkey and 4 cheese Mac n' Cheese right in my mouth right now.  I'm happy to post that football, turkey and riding around the town will be fun tomorrow.
At least this waiting game is just as fun as the Pittsburgh Penguins awaited for Sidney Crosby's return after a long absence due to Post-Concussion Syndrome.  I've had 2 concussions and I know how Sidney felt and it wasn't fun.  The first one knocked me out of school for a week in high school in 2002.  The second one knocked me out for a few days last year...so concussions isn't a joke. 

Early Thanksgiving Thursday night preview

Baltimore Ravens are hosting the San Francisco 49ers late on Turkey Day.  The battle of the Harbaugh brothers will be brutal.  Why?  49ers assuming the win verses Ravens and the Seattle Seahawks lose to the Washington Redskins they will clinch the NFC West and 1st playoff berth since 2002. 
Ravens on the other hand took the Cincinnati Bengals manhood away in resounding win at home without defensive stud Ray Lewis, but the dogfight for AFC North remains with the Pittsburgh Steelers knocking on the doorsteps for division title.
I hope the Ravens and 49ers score at least 20 points.  Trent Dilfer was screaming like a mad man when he threw a touchdown pass for the 49ers in the third quarter to narrow the gap 9-7 verses the Ravens 4 years ago.  Ravens ended up winning game by that very score in a very low scoring, high hitting affair 9-7 in San Francisco...I should know, I saw that game, I was amazed that I didn't fall asleep watching the game. It was the lowest scoring NFL game I watched in my life until the Cleveland Browns defeated the Seattle Seahawks 6-3 earlier this year.
I want turkey and high scoring from theses 2 teams.  Green Bay Packers @ Detroit Lions will be a shootout and the Miami Dolphins won't be pushovers for the Dallas Cowboys.  Even with those 2 games erlier in the day, my eyes are all over in Baltimore.

Gobble, Gobble!!